Love you 1st

If I only knew then what I know now

I started life out on the wrong foot. It's funny but I am serious. My focus since I was 5 was finding someone to love me (and a husband). I have told this story a few times. But it wasn't until I had my daughter that I truly felt that someone really loved me back.  But I also realized how important it was for me to love myself as well. When LOVE is your focus like it was for me. You will accept ish you never would in a million years. You will put others needs ahead of yours in a bad way. You will neglect yourself for others. (sound like love doesn't it) But you will confuse love. You will be so busy doing for others you will neglect to see that that love isn't coming back to you. You will be soooo in love with the fact of having someone there or next to you that you don't want them to go by any means necessary. That's not love

    What I realized that people I would have died for or would have went to war for if given the same opportunity they wouldn't do the same for me. When they were given the same opportunity they should there true feelings their behind to kiss. Its not always a boyfriend nor a relationship its often times people your related to or friends that's why it is soooo important to love you first. Protect you and your heart because if you don't who will